This poem and artwork were both first published in Lot's Wife Edition 3, 2021. Content warning: sexual assault, violence, mental health, grief. This piece was inspired by the Four Corners coverage of the sexual assault allegations against former Attorney-General, Christian Porter. Kate, the anonymous woman allegedly raped by Porter, was a young woman of sharp intellect and a bright future ahead of her. This seemingly pivotal moment in her adolescence shaped the many years following and defused the light of her highly anticipated future. I know the way they look at me: as though the hem of my life,