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Faith

Myles Blum Flowers
This piece was first published in Edition 2, 2021.    I've been looking for a feeling I lost her somewhere way up there in the abyss among all the lost balloons I can still see if I close my eyes and ask for  something; exhalations or good faith (or you) somehow  light demands entry into this space you aren't – light carves into my hollows fills out the caves you left behind finds homes between the blurry lines you were so good at drawing; I tried once but my heart got in the way of my fingers along with all
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Striking Flame

Flame Aldo Prakash
Content warning: mental illness   What do you do when it all unspools? Re-tie? Re-tie? Re-tie?                                       Why?                                                 When there’s no forwards but backwards,   why stick a bandaid on a disintegrating psyche?                                       Why?                                                 Well, we are not just us; we are all of us–        so think, if you can,   of seeing an empty hearth  swept of residual ash,   ready for tonight’s blaze, amid the winter peltings.  
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Who Am I Today

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Who am I today? With that crimson lipstick Ready to make an impact Bold and daring    Who am I today? With my black combat boots  Ready to make a scene My identity, unknown    Who am I today? With iridescent earrings  Ready to make a difference  Carrying elegance throughout    Who am I today? In that skin-tight dress Ready for a good time   The centre of attention    Who am I today?  In my oversized hoodie Ready for the waterfall of tears For life is not always full of roses    Who am I today? In my graduation gown 
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Conversation with the Child Within

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I sit at the table, lit by dim candles, stern hands around a short black like warming mittens.   I never liked coffee, the taste too bitter, but to show my maturity, I drink it now.   He sits a metre away, glaring at my gestures. We talk and talk about the oceans and seas: my ageing eyes unsheathe sagacity.   His face is earnest and callow, a million hues in the iris, Swirling gently. How spellbinding time is, that invites such marvellous complexities to fuse from innocent wonders.   We cry a little and laugh a lot, strum verses
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The World is Ending

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Content warning: panic attacks, anxiety   My doona weighs me down unevenly, the internal blanket bunched and crumpled – no longer fitting perfectly into the doona cover corners. I lie on my back. Visual static. Grainy roof and walls. My room shifts to the left, then snaps back centred. shifted left centred shifted left centred shifted left centred  My bed sways in a sea of unvacuumed carpet, and my body rocks with every accelerated heartbeat. Breathing exercises that never work. Close my eyes and count to ten.  Breathe in      Two  Breathe out  Fuck.  My burning lungs turn into
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Sediment

This piece was first published in Lot's Wife Edition 5, 2021. Content warning: discussion of chronic pain.   Acceptance a silt lining sediment born without easing the tumultuous question: Why   My acceptance is not come from choosing, but an acquiescence to choicelessness   I echo around my home like a layer of desert dust over flowers odd and still because there is no breeze windows shut we cannot let the air in   Sometimes I shut the windows of myself so as not to let the shrieking out of me. There is little bravery in this, the bearing of
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These Words Are Not Action Not Justice

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Words by Riya Rajesh   oh, so you want to see colonial rage bloody a page to see a woman, teeth bared, write fire want lyricism and poignant pain too bad today, I can’t today, I am pointed gnitirw ton m’I yadot uoy rof not when people are dying in poverty incarcerated unlawfully a fucking juxtaposition not when we’ve watched and accepted not when champagne sippers sing virtue sweet mouths bubble, boneless and cursive this story was not made for Instagram this is no one’s soap opera this is fear and vitriol remember remember the real people in your posts
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How to glow up

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And it gets better  or you get better  but you realise that hurt people hurt people   and that’s not the kind of person you want to be.  Oh, you of sunflower heart and starlight soul  only ever equipped to nurture  go, go out and grow others.   Learn that you will flourish whatever the conditions.  Listen to the wise and share what you have gathered so far.  Let the memories keep you warm,  for where there is heat, there is light.    How to glow up // Cassandra Fong  Art by Tanzia Amreen-Haq! 
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The Archaeologist’s Confession

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by Michael Walton    Did those feet in ancient lands  walk upon these desert sands?   Did their chariots of fire  stain the sand with holy ire?    Did those souls in rusted chain  pray for everlasting rain?  Does this desert, gold and vast  know its own forlorn past?    The stories this sand could tell  if it could raise but a knell.  What truths we might glean  of the things that have been.    But alas! These endless grains  bury gods beneath their plains.  The desert now, so long divine,  swallows everything in time.   
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With Their Eyes Open

Paige Nunn Visual 1
They fucked with their eyes open Looked and sucked with their eyes open Couldn't see each other with their eyes open A gaze nubile and androgenic flits down and up Panties off and legs akimbo, her eyes were opened Wrought of powerful sins; on the off-chance things go well they step quickl-y don’t see- but feel seen- they slip- topple into a lake of time Disease dissipates among a stagnation of bodies: nectar, but no ambrosia: words without context, words with subtext To have and to hold, did it matter, matter it did -extolling platonic ideals of distraction Paris in
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Light Switch

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Now, if you don’t mind, let me set the scene. It was a Sunday night. We were enjoying a walk in the park in the brisk moonlight. I gave thanks to the autumn winds for pushing me in your direction. That’s when you told me – flipped my whole world topsy turvy. I didn’t anticipate the news you were spouting, how painful it must have been. I did appreciate your honesty. The truth hurts sometimes, so just roll with the punches and stay on your toes. Be impatient for the next jab because it hurts more to know you’ve been
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